Slept in. Went to counseling appointment. Got a referral for an actual sex therapist. Oh joy.
Im irritated… Im so annoyed with Daniels lack of sexual interest… sure, pornography turns him on, and hed masturbate until his dick shriveled up and fell off if it meant he could look at porn and get aroused that way…
But when it comes to making love to ME… either hes too tired, or wants to play a game, or just isnt in the mood… just like today… when we were leaving our counseling session and were in the elevator, I “attacked him” and started kissing/groping him, and made it clear that I meant to continue it tonight.. well, a few minutes ago he was on the phone with his brother and made plans to play games with him tonight.
So anyway, Im going to take my unattractive and sexually unappealing self out to a bus to go over to Dianes to pick up my avon stuff and just sit over there and bitch with her about whatever crosses our mind. Bye.
P.S. Go be anti porn, add your button to the exchange, post on the Kitty Board, and get some designs.
You arent unattractive or sexually unappealing at all, Jenn. You are quite the oposite. Danial just has a problem with pornography that probably wont be corrtected. From what you said before, you said he has a somewhat addictive personality… Maybe what the two of you need is a relationship break from awhile. Make him see that he hurts you with his attraction to porn and leave him for awhile. If you need someone to talk to, feel free to e-mail me (chrissy@glass-maniac.org) or IM me (wh3niamqu33n) if you like. I know we havent always gtten along or agreed on the porno issue, but I uderstand that yo must be going through a lot right now.
Just remember that n matter how much he watches porn, it doesnt make YOU unattractive or sexually unappealing.
Thats right Chrissy!
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grrr i hear ya hun, all too well with the damn porno shit. but unfortunately, seems all men are created equal. ha.
i understand it being difficult as hell not taking what daniel does personal, but trust me sweetie, it has nothing to do with you on an attractive/appealing basis. hed do it regardless.
and jenn, youre not un-anything…hey..id do ya! haha
i love how youve designed this layout, just beautiful. just over the past few days ive gotten 3dmaxs5, OMG. this time next year and ill still not be able to do the stuff you do lol
hey, ready for christmas?! thought id ask…
anyway, wish i knew what to say hun, and how to be a little more helpful…