Hello! I'm Jenn. I'm 27, wife to an awesome guy named Daniel, and mother to two really awesome kids named Alyssa (7) and Ryan (5). I work from home full-time (and then some), and I dream in CSS, HTML, and SEO. I heart anything glittery. And yes, my hair really is pink purple back to pink. ♥ More?
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What is it about death and rain? In the movies, when somebody dies, it’s raining.
The night my uncle died it was raining. For his funeral it was raining. When Daniel’s aunt died it was raining. For her funeral it rained.
My grandmother died at 10:00am this morning. It’s raining.
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I’m so sorry! There are no words to say that can make anything better. Just know that she’s in a better place and she’s looking down on you. I send my condolences.
I am so sorry Jen! But at least she is in a better place now, and she is happy. You said she said she wanted to die… So now she’s happy!
Oh goodness… Jennifer I am *so* sorry to hear about your loss. Especially during this time of year. :hug: I hope your ok.
im very sorry about your grandmother
what a horrible time of year for it to happen…. at least she’s at peace now :hug:
She is in a better place, happy as she could ever be
I’m sorry for your loss :hug:
I’m sorry for your loss hun :hug:. But at least she doesn’t have to suffer any longer.
:hug: Im so sorry to hear about your loss. I hope you are OK xxxxxx
I am very sorry to hear about your loss, and there are no words I can say to console!
God Bless you and your family
I’m so sorry Jenn, but I’m glad that she’s not suffering anymore. I’m sorry that there’s nothing I can say to make it better, but my thoughts are with you and your family. :hug:
I’m so sorry about your Grandmother Jenn. Losing family members is so hard. Just remember that she’ll always be smiling down on you. :hug:
Its a hard time of year to experience this kind of loss. Just remember that is was probably time and try to remember them as they were and rejoice in their life not their end. Hope you are all well. :hug:
jenn i am so sorry to hear the news. i am here for you, anything you need.
Jenn, I am so sorry! When I read that, I started to cry, because I know myself what it is like to have a grandmother pass away. I send my condolences and I will keep her in my prayers. My grandmother passed away the same way yours did, so although I might not know the extremity of what you are going through, I can definitely sympathize and relate.
She is in a better place and she will keep you, your mom, brothers, dad, you, Daniel, and Alyssa safe and she will always protect you. She’s around; she knows that you all love her.
If you ever need to talk, I’m here to listen and you can e-mail me or AIM (StakeNSpells) if necessary.
Again, words cannot describe how you must feel, but your grandmother will always be around in spirit and your heart to protect you and your family. May God be with you.
My Grandmother died around the holidays, too.. with a very similar situation (lung fluid, needing constant medical attention, etc). I understand the loss you feel, but I also know you must feel the peace that she is experiencing now. As soon as my Grandma died, I felt a giant “blow”.. like the wind was knocked out of me. Then, I was filled with a sense of relief because I knew she was finally free. May peace surround your family.. you’re in my prayers. God bless
jen, i feel your pain…i’m really sorry to hear that..but, if you think about it, she will be in a happier place now…don’t feel bad, everything’s gonna get better..till then, merry christmas :hug:
My condolences.
I’ve lost grandparents, and I know it’s not an easy transition to make. You and your family will be in my prayers, and I’m so sorry.
Jennifer,
I wish I could say it better, but I’m sorry for your loss. Tragedy seems to strike at the oddest of times. While I do not know what it is like to lose a grandmother, I do know the pain of losing someone you love on the holidays, and I hope that you and your family will pull through this together. As has been said before, your grandmother will always be there for all of you, watching and protecting you. Take care of yourself, Jenn. :hug:
I’m sorry, atleast she is in a better place and you can all live knowing that :hug:
I’m sorry, Jenn. My thoughts are with you and your family. :hug:
i’m SO sorry jenn
sorry to hear that but at least she’s in a better place and she’s in peace
*Hugs* I’m sorry, Jennifer.
~pets your feet~ It rained at my grandfather’s funeral as well. He’s the only person close to me that’s died, but that is definitely odd. I hope your Christmas recovers as much as can possibly be expected.
That means the Heavens are crying
oh.. I’m sorry for what happened! :hug: At least shes in a better place now.
I am so sorry
My great Aunt Julika died 2 days ago… Just know that they can no longer feel pain, and are in a better place now.
I’m so sorry Jennifer, my thought are with you and your family, I’m sure you will all get through this, it will take time and a lot of love amongst you all. Once again, I’m so sorry x
I HAVE A COMPLAINT. But you never answer my e-mails so maybe you will answer me here. My cpanel says I have no more space. When in the Disk Usage part, it only says im using a bit when it says i have -1.99 space. WTF. This is freaked up. AND it says I have 5 FTP accounts when in the FTP part it says 0. You need to take care of your customers, not ignore them. You have never answered any of my e-mails for the past month!
OH MY GOSH! Now my site is all messed up. Im soo mad you have no idea.
I am really sorry to hear that. At least she is no longer suffering and is in a better place.
I’m so sorry Jennifer! You have my condolensces. She’s in a better place now, with no suffering. Just think of all the happy moments you’ve had with her, not the bad.
I know I haven’t been here in forever, but I do lurk and enjoy reading your entries.
As for Trang, Jennifer is going through a lot right now. If you read the past couple entries it says she will get to everyone as soon as she can.
Sorry to hear about your grandmother
My grandmother died in October, it’s hard but I hope you’ll be okay :hug:
Aww. I’m so sorry to hear she died.
At least she’s out of her misery and in Heaven now. I know that probably doesn’t help much but hey, I tried.
So sorry, anything I say won’t make it better but I hope your grandmother died peacefully and she rests in peace. :heart:
Ashley, she hasen’t responded to any of my e-mails, u2us, or comments for the past .. ever since I bought my domain – 1-2 months.
Er excuse me trang, why dont you go fuck off?? The girl has had a baby in the last month and dealt with a lot of new things plus her Grandmother has died around Christmas… you cant expect her first priority to be answering your goddamn emails!
No, Im not trying to bitch at her. But I mean, she NEVER responds. She is my host, and she should take SOME responsibility. I mean, you go into this stuff knowing that you will have problems, but i mean.. 2 months? I don’t wanna cause problems, but this is the only way I can get ahold of her.
PS – Really sorry about your Grandma. It was raining when my Great Gramps died as well. :-(
my condolences to you Jennifer.
I hope everyone is doing ok, I know it’s really hard losing someone. My grandfather died close to the holidays too. I find the rain somewhat calming though.
I hope you have a good Christmas
:hug:
Jenn I am sorry for your loss, please forward my condolences to your family. You all have to be strong for each other at this time. After reading your last post you should find comfort in the fact that your Grandmother is no longer suffering, and she is up in heaven watching over you and your family now like an angel.
About the rain, it symbolizes new beginings. It rained also when my mother passed away 2 years ago, and oddly enough I found it sort of comforting, that the rain was in a sense washing all her pain away.
*hugs*
I send my condolences, Jen. :heart:
Trang: pick a better day to be a pain in the ass.
Im so sorry about your granny! :’(
I’m so sorry about your grandma, Jenn. I honestly believe it is better to go, then to stay and suffer. I know that its hard, but I think that’s the best way to think about it. I am really very sorry. I am here for you. :hug:
Merry Christmas
Its already been said a thousand times I am sure, but I am sorry for your loss. At least she isn’t suffering anymore, and she is in a better place. :hug:
i’m sorry Jenn
but like everyone said at least now she is not suffering anymore. and as stupid as this sounds, i really hope that it won’t rain on her funeral!
Oh, sweetie, I’m so sorry. *hugs* I’ve lost 3 of my grandparents, so if you need to talk, I’m here for you. This is just really sad, especially at the holidays.
Aww Jenn, I am terribly sorry for your loss. She’s in a better place now, where she isn’t suffering. *huggles* :heart:
You don’t know me but I visit your site often.
I just wanted to say that I am very sorry. I hope you and your family are going to be ok.
Merry Christmas. Take Care xox.
I’m very sorry, Jenn.
I’m so sorry to hear that she’s gone. But she’s in a better place now. God bless you and your family :hug:
I send you my sincere condolences.
My condolences. to you and your family on the loss of your Grandmother. Just remember that she is no longer suffering, and will always be with you in your heart.
My father died three years ago (24th) and I do belive that it rained a little bit around the time that he died, then turned to beautiful sunshine … Though do I have to say that the pain of losing a family member does not go away, you just learn to grieve and deal with it, your grandmother is in a better place right now, looking over you and your family (and even little Alyssa)
I’m sorry to hear about your loss… You and Daniel will get through this though… I’m praying for you guys! At least she isn’t suffering now… she’s probably in heaven, looking down on you, Daniel, and Alyssa… that’s something wonderful to think about. *hugs*
I’m sorry to come into this on the end and offer my condolences. I haven’t been online much, otherwise I would (hopefully) have been able to lend some kind of comfort throughout.
All I can say is that I am very sorry for your loss and, unfortunately, I know exactly how you feel. Best of luck on surviving these difficult times. :hug:
The Angel’s are crying.
The night of my dad’s funeral it rained.
Oh gee. Will you guys please read? Im not trying to be a bitch.. May say I am, but still. I have a complaint and im here to say it. I WOULD e-mail her, but she most likely will not read it. So im posting here. YOu guys tell me that she has an offline life, yes I know. We all do. But I PAYED her for this. With MONEY. Also, I never realized it, but alot of other people have been telling me that they payed for stuff, and never got it, for more than a year! That’s considered rude and stealing. Just because she needs the money doesn’t mean she can do this. It’s morally wrong. :-) Good day. Pshhh. Im a pain in the ass alright. Well, im a customer, and im mad. I even donated to her baby fund, she didn’t say anything nor care for that matter. I can’t believe I was soo nice! I wanted to make her a fanlisting, but she never replied to my e-mail. I wanted to send her an Xmas card, with money in it, but she never responded to my e-mail asking for her address… Ugh. Whatever. Sorry to bother you, but I Needed to tell you.
Hit ok before I was ready.
I’m sorry Jen. You’re all in my prayers. Just think of it this way, she’s now Alyssa’s gaurdian Angel. :hug:
And Trang, I don’t know you, but how very tactless to post that comment on this entry.
It would be the same to comment this on any other entry. Yes, I told her Im very very awefully sorry. Because believe it or not, I DO know how it feels. Horrible. But still. I needed to tell her right? You guys are calling me all this crap, but I wasn’t being rude. Read my first comment on here, that wasn’t rude, it was just complaining. Just because you complain it doesn’t mean you hate someone. You are just plain angry. You guys have no idea whats going on so don’t start.
Hey Jenn, Sorry about your loss… I’m keeping you in my prayers. :hug:
I’m sorry Jenn. *hugs*
My great grandmother died when I was very young. The only thing I remember is that it rained at her funeral. I’ve never had anyone close to me die… I can’t imagine how it would feel for my grandmother to die. I’m not necessarily close to her, but I would still be devastated. Well… at least she’s in a much better place now. And you’ll see her again one day, maybe in heaven, maybe in your next life, but you’ll see her again ^_^ :hug:
Trang. For the love of god, her grandmother just passed away! And you’re BITCHING about how she hasn’t responded to you. YOU’RE the one that let it go for two months, and you have to comment on this specific entry? YOU’RE the rude and immoral one, and you know what? I hope you feel really proud of yourself for acting like a complete and total moron.
I am so sorry for your loss. I know what you’re passing through… I lost my grandfather about 5 years ago (he was like a father to me… he even lived with my family in the same house!). I won’t tell you things like “it’s better for her because she’s not suffering” because sometimes one has the right to be selfish. Like this time.. you were hoping for a miracle and wanted her to be with you. A grandmother is a very important person . Believe me when I say that the pain will alleviate with time… but there will always be that little corner of darkness in your heart where your gradnmother’s candles blew away.
Haha. I was just coming over here cuz Amy punched some sence into me over at my site. Christi, ive been complaining for months. ANyway. Jenn. Im really sorry. I was just soo mad. I shouldn’t have said it at this time. But I just want to make it clear to everyone that I didn’t purposely attack this entry. I’ve been attacking a couple others before. :-)
Aww Jenn! I’m so sorry to hear that
I’m sorry to hear about your grandmother. I’ll be thinking of you and your family! Try your hardest to still have a nice Christmas! I’m sure she’d want you to. :hug:
Bless your heart my dear. God only took her bescause she is done with her life. She’s already done enough in this lifetime and now she looking into the life of heaven. Bless her soul and let you and your family finally share the last breath of pain and go on with your lives knowing that she is not suffering anymore. This holiday may not be the best but if she were still alive she would want you all to be happy. Remember she is looking down on you. Feel better ^_^
I’m so sorry Jen. And I never realized until you said it but when my grandma died it was raining, same with at her funeral. I don’t know if it was raining when my grandpa died, but it was raining at his funeral too. Freaky.
I’m so sorry to hear this, Jennifer. That’s awful, especially around the Christmas season. It must be extremely hard losing someone so close to you. But I guess if there is any bright side at all to this, you know that she’s in a better place now. She’s not suffering anymore. RIP.
I’ve never had anyone close to me die, but most people that I know have lost people close to them to death, and I’ve seen that pain. I’m so sorry about your grandmother, Jennifer. But, at least you know that she’s in a better place now, and she’s no longer suffering. By the way, I want you to know that there’s no hurry with my hosting, take all the time you need. I completely understand, so I want you to know that there’s absolutely no hurry with that. Probably not the right time to mention that, but I just wanted you to know that I’m not worried about it, and I can wait for as long as you need to get through this. :hug: I’m not really sure what else there is that I can say, except that I hope you get through all of this okay. You’re in my prayers, Jennifer.
Jennifer–Please know that you and your family are in my prayers. I, along with everyone else here, will be thinking of you in your time of need. Remember that God has a purpose for everything. I know that may not be of any comfort now, but remember that your grandmother is with God now, without pain. I pray that God’s peace will be with you and your family. Once again, you are in my prayers!
:hug: –Luke
I’m sorry to hear about your grandmother – I know how hard it is to lose somoene you are close too, especially around the holidays as for the past two years my family has lost someone, in 2001 it was my Aunt Helen the day AFTER xmas and then my uncle Edward last year 2 days BEFORE xmas. You’re inm y prayers!
I’m so sorry to hear that. My condolences to you. :hug:
I know what you are going thru. My grandmother died on Aug. 1, 2000. It didn’t rain but if it had, it would have matched everybodys mood. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family. :heart:
My 1st comment didn’t go through
But my deepest sympathy goes to you and your family. My mom says it rains when someone dies because the angels are upset to have taken someone so beautiful.
If you need anything, I’m here :heart:
my grandma died on dec 23rd 4 years ago as well… i hope you are doing ok.
My condolences to you… :hug: