This is the third time I have started this blog entry. I can’t seem to formulate proper sentences tonight. I think part of the problem is that I’m distracted by To Catch a Predator. I love that show. It is great to at least some of the sick fucks out there get taken off the streets, even if it’s just for a short while. And there’s always the hope that for every man caught, five more are watching the show and decide that fucking that fourteen or fifteen year old just isn’t worth the risk.
So, jenn.nu has a new layout. This is probably the quickest I have ever come up with a layout that I actually really liked on the first try. I wanted pastels, I wanted winter colors, but I didn’t want a Christmas theme. I think the pink and blue snowflake layout sums up what I wanted quite nicely. Please let me know what you think. 
Not much is happening tonight. The kids are in bed, with the exception of Ryan, Dan is home and enjoying the beginning of having an entire weekend off, and we’re finalizing plans for tomorrow. My brothers are going bowling and out to dinner with my mom, so Dan and I are going to go out and go bowling ourselves (though we’re going to another bowling alley – we REALLY need to get away!), and then pick up dinner somewhere. Alyssa and Ryan are going to spend the evening with Dan’s brothers, C and K. C has been swearing since Alyssa was an infant that he would babysit as soon as she was potty trained. Well, here she is, potty trained, so we gladly took him up on his offer. ;)
I feel pretty good tonight. Yesterday, while the boys’ therapist was here, I had a complete break down when she asked me how I was doing, and had a good cry while a month’s worth of bottled up frustrations came pouring out. Last night, when Dan came home from work and asked me how my day was, I did the same to him. I hate being so emotional. I cry at the drop of a hat. I cry when I’m sad. I cry when I’m angry. I cry when I’m frustrated. So you better believe I really cry when I’m all three! But Dan… Dan was great. He always is. He simply put his arms around me, held me to him, rocked with me on our bed, and encouraged me to let it all out. While he was stark naked and suffering with a full bladder, as he had the intention of going to the bathroom and taking a shower when the waterworks started. My husband is really, really wonderful. I love him so much… it’s really the “simple” things like last night that make me realize how great he truly is.
Well, I’m going to go back to watching more pedophiles get pwned. :D
I saw your post to Twitter. I love the new layout!
thats the kind of thing that happens when your a girl. Your luck to have someone like dan!
by the way i love the theme. It’s my favorite so far!
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The Layout is just .. perfect.
It really is.
I’m really liking this new layout, but I was a bit disappointed that I had to use CTRL + to resize the text so I could read it.
I wish they screened To Catch A Predator here. It sounds like a good show, especially because I have a burning hatred for paedophiles.
I really like this new layout. Very cute.
Isnt it great to have a wonderful partner and just laugh in the face of people who think that true love and good men dont exist? Well, I dont really laugh in their faces..but I am quick to let people know that great men DO exist and ive got one of em.
Nellie, thanks for the text size input. I increased it… does it look any better?
I like the new layout. The colours are so well tied together. & Dan sounds like a really great guy. Anyone who’ll put aside anything to hug you when you need it is a keeper. ^^
Looks great now!
The new layout looks great! Very simple but I like it, it really has that “winter feel” to it.
I also looove the blue/pinkness. 
Nothing’s wrong with being emotional
I cry a lot as well (angry, sad, HAPPY, frustrated, etc.). And you’re lucky to have Dan who’s there for you 
I really like the new layout! I like the winter feel (but not Christmas!) And it’s so nice and simple too. I’m especially fond of it ’cause my favorite Christmas colors are blue and silver.
I’m glad that you got it all out – I do the same thing that you did – I always hold things in and hold things in and then it all comes pouring out. I really ought no, but I do
The new layout looks great.
I’m so glad that Dan is there for you.
I love your layout. It’s really individual, hopefully everyone doesn’t steal your idea now!
Good that you got your frustrations out, never good to keep them all bottled up
I’m lovin’ the new theme!
Great layout!
I can’t believe I missed TCAP! Actually I am not totally surprised that I did. I always forget to check when it will be on. Hopefully there will be a repeat sometime soon. I always get a kick out of watching it, plus I sometimes try and assist at the website perverted-justice.com!
I am emotional as well. Just like you. I cry when I am angry, I cry when I am sad, I cry when I am happy. I cry when I am frustrated. I cry when I read a sad story in the news. …. I do not even know how to show “negative” emotions with out crying!
I had a good cry all this week. It is great to have a supportive other half there for you. I am so thankful for my boyfriend.
I have never seen that show. And I watch a lot of cop tv. I’ll have to check it out. I’m not only glad their getting them off the street, but I also think once in jail they should suffer the same way their vicitims had. :D That would be some sweet justice.
Your layout is soo hot!
People keep talking about this show. I haven’t seen it yet. I need to watch it.
Glad you were able to get it all out. That helps a lot of times. Dan sounds like my hubby. He is very supportive. Cute layout btw!
This layout screams winter. I love it. Your last paragraph made me want to cry. It’s so sweet.
I love how they try to deny it by saying something like “Oh, we were just going to talk.” Riiiight, and that’s why you have a 30 pack of beer in one hand and a box of condoms in the other. I remember the one guy that got caught actually WATCHED an episode of the show a week before. Dios mio, people are idiots! :mad: