Does anyone know who owns/runs tknet.cjb.net? If so, please let me know so I can contact them! Thanks!
This afternoon Daniel and I were sitting here in the living room, talking, playing games (him) and surfing the internet (me), when all of a sudden, CRACK!!! This huge bolt of lightning struck somewhere near by and the power surged and then went out. When it didn’t come back on, we decided to go have a nice romp. :censored: Then we got dressed and went out. At Goodwill we found a loveseat for $20! Yay! We’ll have a couch! He and his brother are going with their father’s truck tomorrow to go pick it up. I also found three outfits for Alyssa :stork-girl: as well as three pairs of jeans for my brothers. And lastly, and Indigo Girls CD. :music: The total for the clothes and CD? $25.00. :cha-ching: Nicely done. Yay Goodwill!
Then we went to Pizza Hut :pizza: for a late lunch. :yummy: While we were eating I get a phone call :cellphone: from my mother:
Mom: Do you still want Blueboy? (I told her before that if for some reason she couldn’t keep him I’d take him)
Me: …Why? What did he do?
Mom: He pissed on me and my bed.
Me: *snicker* He what?!
Obviously, Blueboy has been upset because of Mulder and Toby being out of the house (they’re here with Daniel and I). So, after Daniel and I finished eating, we went to the grocery store to pick up WIC, to K-Mart for new pillows (we spent $30 for two pillows! Damn that Martha Stewart and her overly priced items that are so nice you can’t resist paying out of the ass for them), and then finally to her house to get Blue.
All I can say is, he better behave himself here. Or else bye bye Blue!
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Three words: YOU KNOW BETTER.
Is it weird that I have mixed feelings about being a mother when it comes to my “status” as a woman, as a sexual creature? Anymore I find that sex is weird. I enjoy it, but at the same time I have thoughts regarding my body as a sensual thing and as a haven for my baby, and soon her source of food. Daniel will be touching my breasts or sucking on my nipples and I’ll think that soon the baby will be the one touching my breasts and sucking on my nipples. When we’re having sex I think of how soon she’ll be coming out of my vagina. I’m very aware of her pressed between the two of us when we’re so close together like we are during sex.
I try to think ahead to what it’ll be like when she’s a few months old. Will Daniel still find me attractive? Will he want me? Or will I just be Mommy and that’s it? Will I be in the mood? Or will I be so used to just being Mommy and being in the Mommy role that I’ll forget all about sex? Will there be time for just the two of us? Will there still be an “us” that’s separate from “us” as in the three of us? Am I even making sense?
Am I wrong for worrying about these things? Please, anyone who has any personal experience with this, I’d love to hear what you have to say.
I have heartburn from plain, unflavored, no milk or sugar added oatmeal. :frustrated: I didn’t even know that was possible. :ack: I mean, oatmeal is like hot, mushy, liquified paper! :haha:
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The first thing Daniel does when I tell him about the problems with my bank account? Yell at me for not keeping money in the account. If I had kept some money in there, I wouldn’t have the overdraft charge to worry about. :blah: Yeah, way to make a pregnant woman cry some more.
